maybe I told to much
only time will tell
maybe i showed too much
maybe im starting to care too much
either way im in too deep now to turn back
everything eel so out of wack
I told you everything you wanted to know
showed you feelings that promised to never show
yet you still treat me the same faultless un tainted
a crowned jewel upon rocks
only time will tell if you your view changed
it problably will
this is expected of you
you thought my innocence was in full bloom
and thats my fault
I should have told you before
I left you paint an image of me that was false
I had to feel you out
see what you were about
I had to see if I could trust you with my brain and heart
two very complex things
see although I love easily i have a hard time letting people in
when you tell you deepest darkest secrets to some men they take them and use them to their advantage
by the time you meet someone different the damage is already done
scorned by the emotional and verbal abuse you hide all of your deepest thoughts
afraid that your going to be laughed at ridiculed demeaned
so you keep it to yourself
even all of the love thats just waiting to burst out
is bottled inside because of the fear of rejection
so it stays inside
hidden from the world
hidden from her love
he mistakes it as her not caring when its actually the opposite
shes scared because she cares too much
everything was so simple in the beginning
you just have fun and live life
as time progresses to find that the day isnt complete with out hearing from them
you tell all of your dreams fears secrets mistakes and victories
hoping that theyll treasure this information the same way and when they do
your amazed
this is how I feel
you make me feel brand new
you make me feel like in able to trust again
you make it easier to forgive
you give me peace of mind
I feel at ease when Im with you
I feel comfortable
I feel like im the only girl in the world when you hold me at night
and I love when i try to move a way and your grip gets tight
so understand I wasnt intentionally hiding from you
I just had to make sure I could trust you with my mind heart and soul
