The wave of emotion

my eyes are red from the tears i cried
tears from the hurt and pain built up inside
you think that everytime feels different
only to end up feeling used and abused
no its not the feeling thats new
just a new person
bringing on different emotions
different ways of feeling the same emotion
so your happy
in some cases that last forever

unfortunately it cant last a month for you
so wonder why is all you can do
why must i feel used abused like a discontinued product
your taken off the shelf
no one wants to buy you before you are gone
so in the end you are left all alone
filled with emotions
confused,hurt,angry, sad, nostalgic
you wonder how can you be all of these things
and yet stll happy to have known such a person
because you remember when
and wish upon a star
oh if only they worked then ....
but only your dreams
just like only in your dreams will he remain

so we begin this cycle of emotions
you never know how you'll feel next
scared to let in people you have met
this solution of putting up a wall
seems like your best bet
until you meet that special someone who sweeps you off your feet
the here come the wave of emotions back again

The Praise

So many worlds apart
Yet so close together
When you are near
I feel safe in your arms
To know what it is to be loved in you
God I love you more
Everyday yes its true
I will bless your name
Give you the praise
Your love is great
I know you bless me always
You give me grace
That’s why I give you the praise

All I think about

All I think about is you
And what you do
All I think about is you
I miss your warm smile
Your funny style
Oh how I miss you
Your hug
Makes me feel protected
You are a true friend indeed
I wish we could be together
And that you could tell me you feel for me
The same way that I feel for you
O how I miss you
You give me love always
Thinking of you gets me through the day
I care about you in all your ways
I thank God

Why

Why do I think about you?
Why do I feel the way I do
I really miss you yes
I know its true
I want to be for you
The more I find out about you
The more I find its true
I want to be with you
When I see you I feel blessed
Blessed to be with you
Blessed to know you
I really like you

The more

The more
The more I get to know you
The more I feel your love
The more I get to see you
The more I feel your touch
Even when you are not near
I know I should have no fears
The more you tell me
The more I want to know
The more I’m around you
The more I let you know
How I feel inside is sincere
I really want to let you know that
With you I have no fears

I love /I miss

I miss
The way you touch me
The way you hug me
I miss
Your sensitivity
Your creativity
I miss
The way you treat me
The way you let me be me
I love your kindness
Your friendliness
I love the way
We argue over our sing
The way you say “uh huh and nah huh”
I love
When you’re flirty
When you’re silly
I love you just the way you are

Mine Eyes

Have you ever seen life?
Have you ever died?
Have you ever seen God?
Have you seen mine eyes?
Mine eyes have seen Hearts broken
Mine eyes have seen lives torn apart
Mine eyes have seen lives turned evil
God mine eyes have seen brokenness
Mine eyes have seen trials and tribulations
Mine eyes have seen my friend lose her love
Mine eyes have been set upon many grievances
Mine eyes have seen my dad kiss my mom in a coffin bed
Mine eyes have seen many things many thing indeed
But oh lord how I love tee
For when mine eyes were set upon this world
I knew you loved me


Yes
Yes, your heart is broken
Yes, you feel lost
Yes, you are really hurting
Yes, the hurting will subside
Yes, your mind is tracing back and forth in your head
Yes, your screaming lord why me
But, wait your in his hands
So when you get the feeling
That everything’s gone array
Look around and say thank you lord
For I will say yes always

The lost soul

God spoke to someone and said hey you
The person said who you are
God said lost soul come to me
So the light you will see
It is me you need indeed
Come to me and you will see

It is me you need
Every knee shall bow
Every tongue confess of how great I am
For I am lord of lords
Above all the earth
My family shall inherit the kingdom

Hold on

A heart is broken
A love torn apart
Sad memories bound up
As we weep we tried
To keep our love alive

Old on to the love you have
Lord knows the pan you have each day
Oh we live our lives everyday
So all I can say is hold on

A house of broken dreams
A life full of things unseen
A child in love with life
Trying hard to fight
The pain inside to hard to bear
Mourn no more you will love again

Hold on to the love you have
Lord knows the pain you have each day
Oh we live our lives everyday
So all I can say is hold on

♥ the change i want to create♥

that one day i could create a change
in the generation under me
so that we can be the change this world needs
daring to be different

prayer for confusion

confusion the worst thing to feel
how do i erase it
by praying to you
a love brand new
full in bloom
thought it was you
and that maybe true
glory and honor is due to
he is able to do exceedingly
and abundant things in our life
to God be the glory
thank you lord for getting me to this point
I love you with my whole heart you are awesome to me
in everyway
please help me not to be
a complaining because i know that you gave me
what i asked for so thank you lord

a collection of work

In this blog you will find a collection of work some with my deepest thought hidden between the lines. If you have any critiques then please post them. Thank you!