unexpected

unexpected how one day you can be in your own little world riding the boundless waves of the sea floating on air running through the feild of sunshine not expecting prince charming or even his soldiers to come and sweep you off of your feet unexpected how you can meet someone who had no impact on your life then in a matter of days they change your whole day your whole life altering the deep voids that were within your soul the wall surrounding Jericho finally crumbling down At the sound of the trumpet of love unexpected how one talk can make a person forget all of the people that hurt them all of the sticks and stones and of the shattering of the already broken heart they possesed causeing them to be revived with every conversation every caring act every kiss imprinted on your lips the remains still lingering on your mouth the taste on the tip of yuor tongue unexpected how the first moments will feel like forever like cloud nine at its ultimate height unexpected how someone so amazing can come and shake your whole life and turn it upside down without even trying they have completely intoxicated your mind and invaded your space without even knowing it they gave you hope to trust again so unexpected...

The better is approaching :)

Sometims what we think we need so bad or want so bad are temporary. Somethings are meant to be in our lives for a season to teach us something. God takes things away not to punish us but to help us grow into effective ministers. when we lose people or things we cherished in life God honors our faithfulness and blesses us. To truly get all that God has for us there has to be a shift because of the constant growth and things have to be let go and re positioned so that we can recieve our blessings and hear well done! Team AD learned this on saturday February 26th 2012

30 minutes of settling

she is thinking of the days when love was so easy
the long walks on the beach
the dinners at fancy restaurants
meeting his family and seeing his eyes light up when she walked in
the compliments she recieved
the morning calls
the little things that made her smile
their first date and how special she felt
she is dreaming of a ring
vows exchanged
children and baby carragies
cruises to the bahamas
love still in full bloom
she is dreaming of starlight candle lit dinners and
a lineage to see in old age

when she snaps back into reality
she sees herself in her bed alone
she sees his picture imprinted in her heart
but his body is present with another woman
he see him and her walking around with a son
a child that should be hers
she see's him looking at her like he used to eyes all lit up
longing to hold her and for things to be the same
knowing in his head they never will be
he stays with her for his family so he tells her
or maybe because he wants to be with her
she settles for the 30 minute visits when she comes into town just to catch up and say hi because she still loves him

and he settles wih knowing that she is in a different world now and that he cant take back the time that was lost
so he settles for the 30 minutes he gets to look at her face
the 30 minutes he gets to see her smile again
the 30 minutes they have to reminisce about the good ole days
the 30 minutes he has to convince her to give him one last kiss
and he settles for 30 seconds that she gives in and gives him the ast kiss she ever give him again
hoping that it's a lie
they both settle for this last real memory and holding on to the memory of lost and love lost

Love starts with God, If you don't know or love God then you can't love yourself, If you dont love yourself you can't possibly love anyone else. Remember you are fearfully and wonderfully made! Be confidently you!

The Angel

the wings of an angel fly away as if they are on a misson to save a soul that needs uplifting the gliding from one heart to another
searching and healing all along the way sending words of encouragement to downtrotted minds the depth of of heart ahce sinking into the core of their arteries clogging the passage ways to their blood system they begin to suffocate from heartache just in time the wings big and long warm
spread through out the atmosphere sending a refreshing flushing out the
the hurt, shame, gulit, and embarrassment out of those arteries of healing
at last the hearts are healed and filled with joy they have been restored!The angel then sits and looks at the work she has done see the angel did not realize that she all that she gave she was and all that she took she was the people had their sorrows traded for joy their mourning turned to peace and anger turned to love she realized that as she spread her gifts her wings grew longer and wider suppling more room for more people the angel now it is said that people can see this angel flying over the sky with huge wings seeking to help all who's hearts are heavy in effort to heal the hearts of broken souls all over the world so if you feel a big gush of air she problably flew by spraying healing flurries along the way