why am I the girl that guys call after there done having fun
why am I the one that gets the late night hey baby text messages
the booty call hour phone calls or the send me a pic text
why do guys think that it's alright to play with my emotions
see sawing on my heart stomping on my love
and crushing the dreams that I believed would come true
I felt the pressure as my arteries closed around my damaged heart
Just when my heart is at ease and I take a chance on love again
I become unsettled by what I see you with her. Who she is I dont really know
she seems like the type that will do what I won't do
the one who will go to your house and lay in your bed without any expectations from you down the road
the one that will settle for being that girl
you call when you just want some
and thats fine
just know I am not her
while your out partying I'm thinking about you
and how I just want you around not to hold you down
or lock you up but just your company
why am I the girl that guys don't want to spend time with
why am I not that girl that you text good morning
is it because I dont walk around offering my life to you and all of your friends
does my bluntness shock you at times
does my pureness scare you
as white as the first flakes as a winter snow
I just don't understand why guys think I am meant to be set aside
and used as a last resort
I will not be the girl guys call after there done having fun
