Freedom

Oh how I wish to be free. I feel like nothing I do or say is right in your sight maybe your right probably not. See I had an epiphany today the chains of bondage are slowly releasing from me. so just let me be. What if I like to drown in the boundless sea of love? So what if my day dreams leave me on cloud nine when in reality i haven't even set foot on a bridge. So what if I don't do things your way or the right conventional way. Your thoughts imposed upon me have clenched me to not rely on my own instinct leaving my mind to become more extinct. It no longer matters because I am expected to depend on your wisdom instead of the knowledge of the kingdom. I need to be free to believe what I believe. Don't you see I can't be what you want me to be or maybe I just don't wish to be. Yes i'm feeling rebellious now. Don't you see that your words are hounding not helping now? I need space to think on my own to make mistakes to live learn and grow. The block is clear. I am fighting what could be good advice because you don't give me a chance to ask so please let me be You've planted the seed that for which I am eternally grateful. but now it's time to set me free so you can see what kind of woman I have always been.