re cap: FREE

a year ago today i was so hurt
I was filled with anger and felt so betrayed
I thank God for healing and delivering me
I feel so free I feel the old me
all of the things that I felt were missing or lacking are back!
I got all my stuff
the truth is i gave him too much power
he never had my stuff
i had it the whole time and didnt realize it
On December 27th 2011 I am FREE!!
I AM CONFIDENT, WHOLE, INTELLIGENT, SASSY, AND FILLED WITH JESUS!
no ned to look back and think about all it was and how good it was anymore
no need to hold on to the hurt anymore
vengance is the lords!
It's about time these chains got broken!
i thought about feeling sad but something inside wouldnt let me
i got joy
and baby im not even mad at cha!
see you helped me see that by putting all my effort into making us work then
I realized it was hurting me
you helped me get my sass and all that is me back!!!
so THANK YOU!
i cannot tell a lie i love you
but with the love of the lord
i have to save up my special love for someone who deserves it!
and that person wont be perfect but they will respect me!
so on DECEMBER 27TH 2011 YOU NO LONGER HAVE A HOLD ON MY HEART!
i have decided to give the Lord that area of my life!
no more hoping wishing praying that we will reunite
im looking out for me now baby
MY GOD!it feels so good to be free :)!!!