My Last Words

i am in love with the thought of love
drifting upon the sea or sailing along the border of Hampton's waterfront
where we used to sit and look at the sun or the moon or each other
In love with the thought of us being of actual happiness staying around
in love with the fact that i am in love with you
In love with the fact that i could have been so happy at one point
i felt so at peace
late nights at water front things left unsaid
where we started watching the sky and then the sky watched our most intimate moments
which had nothing to do with sex
its clear to see that I miss you
when have i ever stopped what seems impossible to everyone else seems so attainable to me CANT YOU SEE i am in love with the fact that we could be in love with the dreams i have of you and me in love with you
i flirt and have fun but at the end of the day its you
my friends don't understand but i cant shake how i feel
we argue over and over again and you would think id flee
plenty of busses coming past this stop many fishes in the sea many princes to sweep me off my feel I still want you
you don't understand that I want you for you not for how you dress how you look or the fact that you can play and sing your anointing draws me to you i love your personality so different yet so the same in the end we both wanted someone to be there unconditionally now i cant be a beauty queen everyday but i can be me and if thats not enough for you then we just cant be just want you to realize that i never stopped caring through every argument through every hurtful word i still loved you through the criticism i problably wont share this with you over the phone because its time for me to fall back but just know in the mean time that my love wont stop in 2010